I am still in the past ...

I am still in the past..

writing for my life
and waiting for my life.

"You changed his life"
her eyes going moist: "No, he changed mine"

u were never alone

was all around you..forever(?)

found my sneakers loosening
u tightened them up
those were old... right time to let them go
just like everything else ?

veerzara to ghulam ali
saregama to rangoli
loved to sing songs for u
never allowed kishore or sonu to impress u
hey u there ? I can still sing for u…

we feel the pain, we inflict the pain
we have made promises, we have wrecked promises
we are the predators and we are the victims
u know – we are alike?

pillows out of place
blanket half on the bed & half on the floor.
room has never looked messy
as it used to be yours.
oh.. give them back to me
all in the right order.
too much ?

u hear the raindrops falling on ?
i feel like ALONE ..

I am still in the past... you left me there... want to be there... want to be with 'U'.